29 January 1999 - 11:08pm
I'm so tired right now.
The telephone line was installed this morning - yay!! However, the technician came at 8am and woke me up from a great sleep... After that I couldn't get
back to sleep, so I had breakfast and started the day's activities - just earlier
than normal. I also ended up seeing Estera this afternoon to give her a printout
of this year's astrology forecast. While there, she gave me a Reiki healing
session, and it was so relaxing that I fell asleep... for a few minutes until she
moved position and woke me. Dammit.
That lady who emailed me last week (we'll call her "Susan") and I have been exchanging emails yesterday and today, and we organised to meet for a drink
tonight, which became dinner as well. It was so nice to see her, and to spend
time with her. We had lots of interesting conversation, but all too quickly the
night wasn't so young anymore and she had to head off home. We walked in the
rain to her car and we parted.
I hope to see her again soon.
I'm actually wondering about things I should say of her in this journal, as I'm sure
she's going to be reading this at some stage... so many thoughts and feelings
going through my head. It's like, I really like her from what I know of her so far,
but what do I say in here that hopefully won't turn her off in any way? She
already knows that I was attracted to her when I first met her last year, because
she read it in here, so I guess while I discuss in here my feelings and
hesitations, I'm also saying to her that I'm still very much attracted to her...
She said in a recent email that she likes the idea of not having to wonder what a
guy is thinking, and instead just go to his online journal and find out... *smile*
Well, I hope she likes what she finds out with tonight's entry.
I'm off to bed now.
Thoughts are things;
they have tremendous power.
Thoughts of doubt and fear are pathways to failure.
When you conquer negative attitudes of doubt and fear
you conquer failure.
Thoughts crystallize into habit and habit solidifies into circumstances.