Journal of Alan Howard
May 2000 - 2:04am
I'm tired. I've finally finished the Archives for this
site. And after having gone through the old journal in the
process of transferring the content over to this one, I have two
things to say.
1) The old journal was shit! It was too difficult to
maintain, what with strange linking processes, and all kinds of
errors that I found.
2) I was shocked at the 3-month gap between October 1999 -
January 2000!!! I never realised that there was a gap
there that large!!! Bloody hell.
The only good thing about the old journal was the appearance,
the fact that it looked like a Star Trek console. I liked
that. But now I like this much better. It's an
evolution... a spiritual evolution. This new look
reflects the new state of my life. Everything's changing.
Hmmm... something just occurred to me. This change
that's come over me... it occurred at the exact same time
that 7 planets aligned in our solar system, which was
astrologically significant. Well, it was certainly
significant for me too.
I had a great chat with Michelle tonight. She was going
through a depressing time tonight, what with a few things
happening over in New Zealand which had given her a bad
day. I was supposed to go out tonight, but that changed,
and so when she came online (on ICQ) expecting me to be out, it
was a lovely surprise for her to find out that I was actually
still here! It was really nice for me to actually be here
online, right when she needed me. Of course, it'd be even
nicer to be there for her physically when she needed me, but beggars
can't be choosers... that'll come with time.
I am really happy right now to have finally finished the
Archives. Now THAT was a task and a half!! I was
speaking to Kath, a friend of mine, on ICQ tonight and she's
keen to be start up her own web page. We were talking
about her page being part of The
Spirit, as she wants to do stuff that I'd be interested in
having on my own site. I think it could be part of the
spiritual community that I want to create with this
website. If any of you reading this would like to have
your own page on here, or would like to submit material to me,
please contact me. It would be lovely to hear from you.
Well, I'm off to bed now....
Be not the
slave of your own past -
plunge into the sublime seas,
dive deep, and swim far,
so you shall come back
with new power,
with an advanced experience,
that shall explain